As my husband and I continue down the road of building a new restaurant, I've discovered numerous "what ifs". They especially come at me in the wee hours of the morning, when it's dark and I'm groggy and susceptible. They have a way of temporarily alarming me, until I can come to my senses and fight the way the Lord has taught me.
This morning I was reading in Luke 4 and noticed that I am in good company. The Lord Jesus had the same kind of attacks when He was in the wilderness. In verse 4, the enemy says to Him, "
If you are the Son of God, tell this stone to become bread." And there were many other "if" attacks on our Lord by the enemy in the wilderness. I thought that was very interesting. The enemy loves to place subtle doubts in our minds about who we are, what the Lord has called us to do and upon the Lord's faithfulness.
And of course, this is one of the greatest battles that we face...the battle for the mind. If the enemy can get us to believe the doubts and lies that he subtly whispers into our ears, and we react in fear or desperation, then he has won. One of
my greatest battles in this area is over provision. The enemy knows how to place doubts into my mind to try and make me believe that I have to provide for myself or that my customers are my provision. I have learned over and over to remember and proclaim that the Lord is not only my provider but also my provision, my very great reward. As I refuse to dwell in those places of doubt and fear by remembering what my Faithful Father has done for me in the past, as I focus on Him and His Word rather than on the situation, I find that slowly but surely I am able to overcome the alarm and move to a place of security and victory. After all, we
are called to be more than conquerors.
I know that God blesses us with enough problems in life, so that He can rescue us and prove Himself to us so that we will no longer fear problems, but see them as opportunities for God to show Himself strong and faithful. I know I'm not fully there yet, (maybe we never will be this side of heaven) but I know that He is moving me in that direction. Sometimes it's one step back but ultimately I know that, by His grace, I will take two steps forward.
Psalm 27:5-6 says, "For in the day of trouble He will keep me safe in His dwelling; He will hide me in the shelter of His tabernacle and set me high upon a rock. Then my head will be exalted above the enemies who surround me; at His tabernacle will I sacrifice with shouts of joy; I will sing and make music to the Lord."
So Faithful Father, we give you all of our "what ifs", knowing that you are sufficient for all that we face. Thank you that you will not let us be tempted beyond what we are able to bear. Amen
Let's live like we believe Him!